Every morning I see your face,
And for that fleeting second I’m in a different place, A place where we smiled, laughed, talked, A place where we could hold hands wherever we walked, I’m reminded of this each and every day.
Then the sleep clears and it’s all blown away. Realization sets in and I’m all alone. I quickly have to check my phone In case you’ve called or sent me a text. Then it hits harder as what come next Is the empty screen with your smiling facial structure with them emptiness of this forsaken place. I wither up inside as all my hopes disappear & the burn in my heart really starts to sear.
I sink back in my bed and think of you And wonder if there’s anything I can do. I’m knocked back every time I try to get through,
And now the decision is up to you.
Leave me out here in the cold and the rain, Leave me to choke on the tears and the pain, Missing you every minute of every day,
Loving you more and more in my way.One day, my love, this will all be like a dream. I just hope we can dream it together in our place so serene. There’s a pain in my heart that I’m feeling today,
for the love of my life feels further each day. The sorrow is so much and the pain is so deep.
I’ve hurt her again I can’t even sleep. But I now know the problem, the curse of our love. It was buried inside me, with no sight from above.now that I see it, I force it away. Yet I fear that I’ve lost her, nevermore can I say
that I love her so deeply and regret all the pain, With that now I know it’s my fault; no one else can I blame. As I search for an answer, somewhere above & hope she’ll forgive me and remember our love.
For I can’t live without her and could never move on, for how can one live when what they live for is gone? Walls are closing around me; I sink slowly each day, Where do I go when I’m feeling so lost and I don’t want to be found?
When I’m looking and listening for that peace in my heart.
But I know I’ll never hear that sound. Where do I go? Where do I go when I’m trying to laugh but all I can do I cry? I’m trying to keep on living because I’m not ready to die.Where do I go because the sun never seems to shine? Can you give me my life back’ it’s not yours, it’s mine?How do I keep going, how do I fight this fight? I’m tired of feeling beat down, but I’m trying with all my might! Where do I go when my head hangs so low? Please give me an answer because I just don’t know! Where do I go?Does it take very long For me to find that peace and a place where I belong?
I need you to help me, help me to take a stand.I’m scared to do it by myself; will you please take my hand? Where do I go? Where do I go? Where do I go?
Do you know?… I see the sign now, thank you.
